2005年07月の記事
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カデンツをひたすら弾く。
I've been gettin sleepy while I played the piano on the same phrase.It brought something images to me.Anyway, today I'm feeling sad, very sad.So I cannot talk any word from my mouth.I don't have any power today.See you tomorrow.Tomorrow I got power again, maybe...
2005.07.31
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岸和田港まつり花火大会
Kishiwada port firework festival.It's close to my house.So my mother wanted to see go to a firwork show with me.I went there with my father and mother.As for me, I wanted just them to go there.Why?I have some thinking in my mind about them.It was so sad I could not feel fun there.Why?I don't know, but one of those reasons are I brought back some memory again.I thought I wanted to see with him again.But I know, it's impossible anymore.
2005.07.30
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酷い私の顔は炭素ガスレーザー治療による。
またまた馬鹿なことをやってしまいました。Recently I got a few spots or warts on my face.So I saw the dermatologist near my house.As I heard Friday's doctor is better, I've waited and went today.Thing the doctor did to me. It's a ...炭素ガスレーザー治療もう二度とシタクナイデス。顔の麻酔は過敏な顔にさす注射は顔が歪んでしまう程の痛み。父の行っている病院では窒素でチチッとして簡単に終わると聞いていたので、そうなのかと思っていたら炭素ガス！？麻酔！？注射！？終わってみたなんじゃこりゃ～・・・絶句。。両頬･オデコ･顎･胸元。頼んでいないよ。そんな所まで・・。片頬とオデコに出来た2箇所と唇の下に出来た小さな物が治らないと言っただけなのに。酷く大げさ。外も歩けないほどの有様に。傷だらけ・・。私の顔。皮膚破れてるぅ。そりゃそうか。小さな注射の跡の青タン。自業自得。とは言いたいけど聞いてないよぉ！！！始めに説明してください。仕方ない。これで良くなるのなら。それでもレッスンがあったので電車に乗っていった私は仕方ないと開き直っていたので、テープだらけのこの顔も2週間もしたら治るだろうし。・・・。明日も出かけるんだよ。あぁ誰にも会いません様に。That's too bad... for me.
2005.07.29
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土用丑は家の前の仕出屋！
大好物のうなぎ！でも何だか私の求めるうなぎは正直これじゃない。一番美味しかったのは佐賀で彼に連れて行ってもらったあのうなぎ。もう食べる事はないだろうな。I said I need to go on a diet.However I ate Unagi and Rice a lot.Anyway since tomorrow I do go on a diet!タレが美味！このお吸い物苦手。。
2005.07.28
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YUMI KATSURA 2005 GRAND COLLECTION 『ウェディングもダンス時代』in帝国ホテル
I went to Anniversary of the foundation of Yumi Katsura Paris, 2005 Grand Collection in Osaka.It is held once a year.So this year My mother made some wedding bouquet for this show.So it was used there.The theme of today is this.『ウェディングもダンス時代』I heard the Special guest was very hot and famouse korean actress.Yoon Son Ha (ソン･ユンア)She was beautiful.But I felt last dress won her.Maybe cause of her age that is very young.My mother said last year guest was Eiko Koike.She was so beautiful and how to show the dress was great.I heard the entire show of last year was better than this year.Although I don't know last year I could not,this event was so gorgeous and my tummy was fully with Swarovski, Dress, Flower, Dance, Music and everything.結婚式で歌っていたこと。ブライダルフェアーで着ていたドレス姿をみた人達が私に婚期が遅れると言って哀れみ続けた事。結婚雑誌に載せる撮影を何度もした事。何度結婚したんだろう。These brought back my memories.素敵なウェディングドレス、着物。凄く素敵なショーでした。モデルさんが持っていた母の作った花はいつも家で生けているのとはまた違っていた。だいぶん装花も変わったなって。今日のこのイベントに参加して見るものだけでなくて、自分自身に色んな事を考えすぎたりとらわれすぎたりするんじゃなくって目の前のこと頑張ろうって気持ちを貰いました。モデルさんの整った見せる歩き方。完成されたドレス。音楽、照明や演出。大きなものがこの舞台に観客ともに出来上がったこのショー、個々の塊が上手くはまりあって出来るんだな。その中に入り込んだ母の花。------------------------------------帝国ホテル。あれから久し振りでした。懐かしかった。２年ぶり。ここに来たのは。
2005.07.27
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そろそろこの体には覚悟が必要だ。
そういうものが必要なのかどうかは分からないけれど、やせる必要はある今の体型。Today I went to the hair saloon.The person who I last met two years ago, said to me I got too fat to notice.We were good relationship, so she could say to me.So I could notice how gained fat and how could see me from others.Since I went to the USA, my weight has been increasing rapidly.I could not stop.Cause I didn't eat much.My weight got 10kg.So I got stress there. In addition, I broke out my ex-boyfriend and I got many stress from some problems.Then, I gained more 5kg in my body, I ate, ate, ate a lot from big stress.Then now I got 15kg if I compared with I of one year before.So now, I feel so heavy for my body.I thought I would be able to decrease my weight naturally in Japan.But now, never changing, nothing.Finally I need to go on a diet.Now I think I cannot see my any friends.Cause of my ugly body.Until now, I never decreased my weight with diet.However I must go on a diet now! Until going to the USA.If I go to the US again, I may gain again.I cannot believe it.So now, I am changing my mind.I can do it.I must do it.I'm so obese, nice and chubby.Since I gained weight, I really filled out my clothes.DONE!
2005.07.26
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音楽、再出発。
久し振りにアリアを聞いた。Today I went to the lesson.Before me, one woman had a lesson.I heard her song.I really wanted to sing now.本当に音楽と一緒に歌う事と一緒に苦しい時も楽しい事もやってきたなって思い出した。I was on the verge of crying.I need to catch up with my own life as I bounced back.I need to have my muscle for singing back again.楽しんで歌っていく事が大切。歌はどこか私は趣味には出来ないし趣味ではない。今度は楽しんで音楽やっていこう。
2005.07.25
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今日は祖父の法事でした。
ずっと一緒に住んでいた祖父が亡くなったのは私が中学の頃。今回の帰国はその祖父の法事の為。朝から病院に祖母を迎えに行き、一緒にお墓参りをして帰ってきた。車椅子の祖母は少しこの日差しには参っていた。祖母を時々こうやって連れて帰ってくるんだけどその方が最近は疲れるのかな。体が自由に動かせなくって痛いところもまた痛くなってるというと心配。お手洗い係の私はいつもの様にお手洗い連れて行くんだけど昨年より少し力がなくなったかなという感じがあった。でも頭は本当にまだまだ現役。食べ物の味がわからないといいつつビールは美味しい！と味がわかるといって喜んでいたし、テレビの音を大きくしても聞こえない全然聞こえない。なんていいながら遠くの声が聞こえていたりまだまだ頭は誰よりしっかりしていて現役。法事でお寺さん今の時代には当てはまらないのかもしれないけどと言いながらされた禁欲のお話。物凄く心に残った。精一杯生きよう。
2005.07.24
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現実的な部分もあるのです。
早くフロリダでゴルフがしたいと血が騒ぐ。I brought just three club of my set back to Japan, though.I want to use more club.少々飽きてきたのか。S･7･ドライバーしか持って帰ってきてないよ！I miss Florida golf with Tom and Richy!こうやってGolfのことを幸せそうに考えている反面、頭の半分では何だか音楽と自分の行く先の事を考えて頭が煮詰まっている。こういう時は行動に限る。
2005.07.23
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What kind of music?
Today I went to the Lesson.I really feel so good there every time.The teacher gave me wonderful power for me.I met the teacher, and I was getting to be able to accept me little by little.Jazz, Classic, Pops...What do I want to do?But I'm sure.I want to keep playing music.And I want to make music and sing.One day I will go to Tokyo.Just that, I know.Anyway, I always ask this question for me.And I think I just cannot keep asking like this.What kind of music do I want to play?I don't know actually...So I want to make music.Just I know I believe my voice and I want to sing.
2005.07.22
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何でも考えすぎ。
何でもかんでも考えすぎ。後で考えたらいいことは後でなんて思うけどどれもいっぺんに考えようとしてしまうからまとまらない。ギリギリになる。その繰り返しをしている気がする。What are thinking about?musicjobgolflivemoneyfutureand ...
2005.07.21
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時間が薬。
Just a random so.Time is medicine.As time advance, I have been fading away my painful memories.As time advance, just my happily memories have been leaving.楽しかった事ばかり思い出す。時間よ戻れなんて全然思わないけど、もうここには私しかいない現実。自分の場所には自分しか入れなくて自分の足で立つんだ。なんて粋がっていたことが懐かしく切ない。時間はかかるけど時が一番の薬。
2005.07.20
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生まれて初めて握ったバット。
Today I went to Batting Center.I thought Batting was good for golf.So I went there, it's near Shinsaibashi station.My first batting today.The bat is heavier than I thought.I used 80km Matting Machine.Although I didn't know how to grip, I could hit in small step.I was getting fun as I could hit with my crazy batting.体重移動。腰の使い方。私は全然出来ていない。上半身や小手先だけでやっても仕方ない。全身を使ってしっかり構えて踏ん張ってリラックスした状態で回転させる。I will come again for GOLF!
2005.07.19
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現実と夢の間、夢見る雛子は思う。
I don't want to be pressed by time.Cause I am a kind of free man.My destination is a singer.How do you get money?I want to be involved in a music and golf job.And I hope my life is I eat, sleep and breathe music.Make every munuite court, and every minute think.I think it need.However I cannot live without playing golf.If you take this from I of today, I will stop thinking of music and singing.It was very important thing for me.I wish Florida is in Tokyo.The best way I think is I become a good golf player.And I will do music.It's a good way, but long way.And both of them is dreams.If I enter the company to work, my destination will dradual separation or speed down.It is a golf company if.音楽に対する割合が100。強い意志と信念。でも実際まだ心に体がついてこれていないことが歯がゆくて。難しく考えなくっていいのに年齢を考えると焦ってしまうのかな。自分のペースで行って、間違ったら戻ってもシナリオを書き直してもいいのに。頭でこんがらがった時は行動してみよう。ゴルフは私にとって音楽をする原動力だったりするわけ！？
2005.07.18
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誰にも会いたくない気持ちへの解決法。
It seems I'm a sleepwalker.I'm really worried about my action.I ate a lot at that time.I didn't know.However in this early morning, my mother already woke up and saw me.She said to me to stop eating as I ate a lot. After that, I slept.As I woke up, I didn't know that.It came again.My mother told me what I did.But I didn't want to believe it.Cause it was too huge to eat for me.I already ate them.寝ぼけていたのかな。anyway, I had a bad morning.Too bad. Maybe I felt bad as I ate too much.I was too shock again.I don't want to see anyone.I know I worry so much about how one appears to.But its solution is just one.Fall off!
2005.07.17
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日本の三大祭り！？
I would go to Gion Festival today.I didn't go there, though.Today my mother told me what she heard from teacher of the class when I was a junior high.It was a kind of funny story.The teacher of the class was Japanese-language teacher.In spring, we studied about three main festivals of Japan.Then she asked us them.Soon I raised my hand, then I answered with confidence.「岸和田だんじり祭りです。」「・・・。」It was no three main festival of Japan.I was really shock I believed it.Cause you know, I'm from Kishiwada city.I was thinking at the time, I was believing at the time, my city festival is the most famous in Japan.Kisiwada Calendar starts from Sepetember to Sepetember as it is in the middle of September.People who join it move for the festival all year.Many people and famous people like Anna Umemiya and Tatsuo and more have come to see the festival.Of course, school is out for these days.As I really believed it, my shock was huge rather than shamed for my mistake.Anyway, it was when I was thirteen years old.My teacher never forgot it, she remembered my fanny story every time she saw me.She said to my mother again in high school graduation.Good memorize.As I thought Kishiwada Danjiri festival is one of them,my mother took me to Gion festival at that time anyway.日本三大祭りとは、京都の祇園祭り、大阪の天神祭り、東京（江戸）の天下祭りのことです。
2005.07.16
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水ぶくれの手足と蕁麻疹。
この水ぶくれはなかなかイイ。筋肉痛の時の嬉しさと同じくらいイイ。I really want to go back to FL to play golf.I want to take Lesson of Richie!I want to see him now.I think we need a teacher to learn if I want to be a good player.It will have limit if I play by myself and want to be a good player.ゴルフで出来た手の潰れた水ぶくれ。歩きまわった足の潰れた靴ズレの後。痛くても無理して続けてしまう悪い癖。I am breaking out in the hives.I don't know the reason.I'm feeling itchy.
2005.07.15
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練習場に来ているおじさん。
I went to the Driving Range everyday.I hit just 450 balls for 2 hours.In the Driving Range, everytime some men who practice there come to me.And they wanted to give me some advice about golf and how to hit from their kindness.They are good-natured people.And actually Hardly anyyoung people use there in the time.I didn't see young girl there until now.So Girl is rare here.I got some funny friends in this Driving Range.
2005.07.14
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ゴルフに恋をしている私とゴルフの出逢い。
I am a person with an obsessive interest in Golf.Since I came back to Japan, I went to Driving Range every day.I'm sure I am a golf freak.I cannot sing a song without Golf.Actually without my teacher or Golf, I can't bring myself to singing.I want to sing, though.It happened last year.I met one guy who was Golf player.His name is Tommy.We were the same domitory and school.He always goes to Golf after classes in all weather.I came to the USA by myself and choose FL as I have became a kind of disease of the mind.So I wanted to change my mind to get well in a new place, friend, community, language, attitude, way of thinking and life circle.As I love the sea, sky, air, green and summer, I chose FL.Though I chose Miami, this proposal met with opposition for the person who would go to Miami alone first time like me.So the second big city Tampa was.However the city in FL was wholly unexpected.No the sea near there...It was so important for me.It was a point to go.When I asked the university, the officer wrote a mistake.Not 5 or 10 minutes, I needed the car to go around everywhere.To go to the sea, it needed for 30 or 40 minutes by car.Anyway Although I got many trouble in FL, I could have fun.Cause it was from Tommy and I met the great sport, Golf.To get back to the point.I had absolutely no interest in Golf.As Tommy has had so fun by golf, I wonder about is that the fun of golf.So I asked him to take me to golf as I wanted to know about the fun of golf.Just I knew the name of Tiger woods.I was know-nothing about Golf.He took me to Golf Course.It was my first experience.これが私とゴルフとの出逢い。Of course I didn't know anything about golf,I didn't know even how to hold a club, rule and anything.However he didn't tell or teach me, even if I asked a lot.He thought he wanted me to have fun without theory.For just having fun.Second playing golf, I had fun from golf.As I could not get my condition very well,Tommy took me to play golf around last summer or autumn.He told me to follow him for my condition.He knew what I didn't have had any power and everyday crying.At that time, I could feel good.I just saw the sky in a chair while he practiced in the Driving Range in the beginning.As time passes, I hit a ball.Tommy gave golf lessons to me.So I have been getting well by power of nature little by little.ゴルフの中で色んなものを感じた。ゴルフをしている時、色んなことを発見した。ゴルフをしていると、何もかもが無状態になって何も聞こえなくなった。無我夢中とはこのことだ。丁寧にゴルフをしたいと意気込んだ。三度の飯よりゴルフだった。そしてゴルフをしている時ずっと頭の中にいるのは歌っている時の自分。そして歌いたくなる気持ちが強くなっていく。体を動かす筋肉が反応する。心が動く。踏ん張り、脱力。いつの間にかゴルフをしながら歌っている事をイメージして、この球をどうやったらよく打てるのかな、と丁寧に打ち始めたら止まらなかった。アプローチの練習をして9時間ぶっ通しでやっていたけど疲れない。明日の事も考えずに没頭して。ゴルフと歌う事、音楽をする事に私を連れて行く。When I found myself,I already fall in love with golf.Golf never fucks over.If I didn't meet Golf, I was still in the dark.If I didn't meet Golf, I might came to Japan soon.If I didn't meet Golf, I didn't sing now.If I didn't meet Golf, I could not be smail, yet.If I didn't meet Golf, I was not here.自分のすることで楽しいって思ったこと、これが初めてだったのかもしれない。
2005.07.13
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テーマを選択しなかった今日のこの日記の訳。
正直に。思ったことをそのまんまぶつけよう。そう思って始めた日記とブログ。ぶち当たる壁もなくて、吐き出す場所がわからなかったとき思いついた場所だった。誰にも何にも遠慮することなく、思ったことをその日その日の思ったことを。でも今はどうだろうか。いつも何かに遠慮していたりもう何もかけなくなってしまっている。自分で公開している癖に。どこかで解って欲しいと願っているのか。どうなんだろう。何度も何度も辞めようと思った。もう何も思ったことがかけないのならもう意味がないから。無理して書き出した言葉は別に何の意味もない。何の心もない。何にもない。書かない方がマシだ。最近の私の日記には張り合いが全くない。つまらない。つまらない毎日を過ごしているのか？？？？
2005.07.12
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ゴルフの練習。そろそろ本腰入れていこうか。
Today I went to Driving Range in Kishiwada.My skill has been getting bad.However I felt good, anyway!I want to go to FL for Golf!I went to meet my grand-mather in the hospital and meet one old woman to do something.And then I went to go there.
2005.07.11
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久し振りにばっさりと髪を切った。
I went to the hair saloon today.I had my hair cut short,I felt good.But as I am fat, I am not good at anything now.I don't have any esteem.
2005.07.10
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眠れない夜が続く。
I spend sleepless night.Every 2 hours, I wake up.Whenever I woke up, I ate something without my will.I always noticed after getting up in the morning.So I was disappointed myself.Not just this time.I did before, also.It's a kind of sleepwalking.But I cannot stop by myself.
2005.07.09
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初めて触れるJazzのコード。
Today I met the code of Jazz music.Until now, I just play Classical music and in a long while I played pops and any kind of music just when I want to.I've thought Jazz code is very different from Classical music player how to play.And also I thought it is too difficult for people who have been playing classical music.However I've thought if I want compose a song, I need some code progressions, theory.Just I want to get and learn theory and code from Jazz.Cause this kind of modern music has very great things a lot.I was impressed when I saw Jazz score.Just code, they can play together with free and personality, and also they were feeling fun with music.I just didn't have this feeling it was not music for fun but it was music for study.So now I really want to feel fun with my music.I try.Actually I could feel today.
2005.07.08
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くすんでいたピアノの音と私の声。
Finally I could start practicing to play the piano and sing.It was a big problem for me.I felt like the grand piano sound was reborn.My voice was also came back to me.Today, I visited my ancesters' grave and I visited my grandmother in the hospital.She was well, so I was so glad.I thought to released back into the society as soon as possible cause I got well.
2005.07.07
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音楽に「ただいま」を言いたい。
Today I saw my teacher.I have so much faith in her.She said to me what I came back to music.I could make sure today.For a long time I could not only sing and play piano, but also could not listen to any classical music.But now, my body is very well, got power.So finally, I came back to sing.I've been sure.Whenever it was too bad to sing, I never forget or separate my feeling and thoughts for music.Today I could make sure by seeing my teacher.I sang.Thought as much.That's to be expected.音楽に戻ってきた。今新しいステージの上に居る。そんな気分。“Tadaima!”I want to say this word.
2005.07.06
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兄との時間。
We are getting good relationship more than bofore.I thought we can achieve a new relationship.My beloved brother was like my parent for a long time.It meant I had been three parents.Very strict!!!So I've really felt scary.However we often banter with each other, and had a great time.Now we can discuss and have a nice long talk each other.Today, he confided in me and I was glad.We are getting great relationship, I hope.I love my family from my heart.
2005.07.05
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『BOURNE SUPREMACY』
Not today.I saw this movie after 『BOURNE IDENTITY』.These movies were so great!I love them.Actually I think many first movies of the story are better than continuation.However this is great!
2005.07.04
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ピアノと久し振りに。
I was talking to my Piano for a change.Last time, Unfortunatly, I could not play the piano as I needed to do something a lot.So I felt sad.Then I really wanted to play piano this time.Night time, I touched one piano key.Good sound!I played the piano about two hours. I had felt so good!I had played Classical Music, just Classical Music before.However I losted Music scores in the USA.I send almost scores to NY from FL when I moved.Post Office losted the package.It never came out.So just I had a new book.Jazz.Easy Jazz socore, though.I could play it.Cause I had two years blank.I could feel it was not so serious problem.I can start again.でも、やっぱり消えてしまった多くの楽譜が入っていたサイドボードの空いている部分。すごく寂しくて悲しくなる。もう見つからないけど見つかって欲しい。
2005.07.03
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変形した私。
I got fat and flabby!Today I met my parents in the gate of Kansai Airport.First, they said You were more overweight now than before.As I was so thin, everybody said I needed more weight and worried about me, though.It was before I went to the US last year.Now I need to go on a diet.Actually 10 or more KG...
2005.07.02
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SuDokuにはまっています。
I do SuDoku anywhere.I do SuDoku anytime.In the train, bed, wherever I'm going.It is replacement for playing golf.I really want to play golf. So I got strong stress.I'm Golf addiction.And also SuDoku addiction now.
2005.07.01
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