I got a letter from a special person to me living in New Zealand the other day. It was not my lover but my benefactor. She is now over eighty years old and taught me a lot when I was with her. I was so glad that she wrote it for me by hand even though she had developed Parkinson's disease. I imagine it was very hard for her to write that letter. I guess the reason she did so is that I asked in a previous letter if she couldn't write because of her disease. Her handwriting was almost indecipherable but I am deeply impressed. That might be one of her last handwriting letter and will be my treasure.